Heartbroken___♥

It's just too painful to see u laughing n playing..having so much time wif him..
My reaction is just saying that's nthg..you're just good frends..
But good frends can be best frends..best frends can have feelings 4 each other..
Then best frends can become lovers..
I'm stummped..
Everyone tells me there's nthg to worry about..
B'cause you're heart will always love me and only I exist..
But..can I trust u?..
My heart is just aching from the action that u two did today earlier..
But I promised u I'll never cry..
No I'll not shed a tear..
I'll learn to be stronger to face the truth..
Even thought u'll never know how much my heart hurts..
the pain I felt..
It's just so real..
Please release me..
My heart can't take no more..
The agony I felt..
I just wish u knew how much lonlyness I felt whenever ur not wif me..
I can only see the smile on ur face that isn't b'cause of me..
The happiness u have is isn't b'cause of me..
Sorry for all the pain I've caused..
I wish I could take it all away..